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Awake

Anything that brings you that much anxiety is cancerous to you. You have to write it to let yourself live. -Bassey
My stomach hurts. It’s a constant, dull ache. My sleep is fitful. Something is bothering me. I know what.
I should call it by its name.
I don’t.
I rub my eyes, the clock says 4:20. I turn until I face the ceiling.
I close my eyes, but fear falling asleep and missing the start of my day.
It’s time.

This entry was posted by Dawn Summers on Thursday, September 3rd, 2009 at 9:47 am and is filed under Personal. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

12 Responses to “Awake”

  1. Fisch Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 10:12 am

    Wow. Is that Mike Tyson clip bothering you that much? I’m sorry, I wouldn’t have posted it. Don’t worry, he’s on meds now and he wasn’t screaming at you.

  2. Dawn Summers Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 10:16 am

    Hahahaah. Buckets full of hate for you, Benzo. Buckets!

  3. Petitedov Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 11:34 am

    Every time there is something really bad going on in my life, I find writing (privately) makes it easier. Also: start the damn novel!

  4. Dawn Summers Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 11:58 am

    I do not understand that word in parentheses. #childofimmigrant

  5. elana Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 11:59 am

    4:20, you know what to do.

  6. F-Train Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 3:45 pm

    No she doesn’t. This is a PG blog.

  7. Alceste Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 4:05 pm

    F-Train, in your absence, this blog stopped being PG and moved up to a hard R. Everything but full frontal male nudity at this point…

  8. Mary Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 5:25 pm

    I’m all for more full frontal male nudity. How about some nice Eric Northman pics?

    http://www.loona.net/pics/eric.jpg

    Mostly SFW – can’t find any full frontals of Alexander Skarsgard although there are some shower scenes pre-True Blood – there may be a clip on YouTube.

  9. Dawn Summers Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 5:37 pm

    Im not even clicking that link…sookie’s brother will be at the harrahs pool nightclub this weekend.

  10. Eric Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 9:31 pm

    I find when something is Every time there is something really bad going on in my life, I find drinking (privately) makes it easier.

  11. Mary Says:
    September 3rd, 2009 at 9:56 pm

    The image is actually quite tame – not even a butt shot.

    And that the hell is Ryan Kwanten doing in Atlantic City this Saturday. I find the idea totally bizarre. I wonder if he plays poker.

  12. Rick Blaine Says:
    September 6th, 2009 at 3:15 am

    Just R? I seem to recall Ugarles flexing his penis on this blog not long ago.

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