All Quiet on the Western Front was my favorite book when I was 12. Yes, I was a creepy, sullen macabre pre-teen, who memorized passages about gory battle death and would recite them for you stone-faced and unprompted. What of it? In particular I loved the description of how the soldiers home from war felt so displaced in civilian life that they longed for the comfort of the warzone. They wanted to go back to hell. I share this for no other reason than I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about my past in the last few months — but I suppose especially in the past weeks of convalescence in the ECB. To my credit, I planned for this surgery way better than the one in August. I watched no TV for the week leading up to my operation, so that a good 30 hours were stored on the DVR, I brought my Buffy comics and a boatload of books, installed some games on my laptop and stoicly faced the future.
But then there were complications, something about bad reactions to the anesthesia, and brittle tendons and pain killers not getting along with my other meds, and ill-fitting casts and four days of pure dreary darkness and miserable sobbing, where not a remote control button was pressed nor a page turned. All stoicly handled, of course, as is my way.
And once the medicines were figured out and the right leg stabilized in permanent non movitude, there were the days of incessant giggling and fascination with the word ‘word.’ In fact, I wrote a whole post about it, yet to my surprise could not find it anywhere on the blog the next day. Which was too bad, because I had some crazy graphics and animation scripted into that mamjama and I think there was a prologue written by Jimi Hendrix too. Just sayin.’
By the time I was fully back to normal, I realized no one even noticed I was missing, my blog even managed to provide itself with content while I was gone.
The world goes on though, I suppose, each one plodding along life’s journey, not me though, I’m in bed watching TV and keeping my head down.
So far, so good. All quiet.